IE: My ultimate doll dream is become impossibly pretty. Perfect locks, perfect human body, perfect but adaptable character, healthier lifestyle, perfect clothing, little face, doe-like eyes, small nose, etc.
2017 october. Image due to Insanity’s Equilibrium.
Finally We contacted Kiya K., also CinnaDolly, Residing Doll. “Kiya lives in Southern Ca, where CinnaDolly brings together Kiya’s desire for Lolita tradition, human anatomy modification, lifestyle fashion, and BDSM. Kiya has embraced her passion if you are art that is living a teenager, whenever dial-up modems remained brand new and there clearly was no internet. Today, Kiya life and explores surreal environments on self-assigned tasks to go deeper into sparkly territory. ”
Kiya K: Dollification if you ask me means the creating of someone as a doll, mainly in a aesthetic method, but additionally there clearly was this going to the mind-set of a doll,
Too, and also the playing away from situations through roleplaying too. Roleplaying is generally done in pairs, though those who identify as ‘living dolls’ undoubtedly simply get together to occur, though that’s maybe not so much what dollification implies; dollification often relates to the becoming or making another be a doll or behave like a doll with kink overtones or implications.
HM: what sort of doll would you like being?
KK: i do believe for each doll, there clearly was a various doll to be. Dolls are diverse. Dolls are multifaceted. Dolls evolve. They be seemingly more available to changing and growing than all of the people. I’m not certain to understand where to start to resolve issue.
In the event that you suggest stylistically, being truly a doll plus an abiding desire for Lolita and Harajuku4 -inspired, over-the-top, and queer femme influenced style get together in my situation like chocolate hot fudge over frozen dessert having a maraschino cherry over the top – yummmm. I will elaborate: Lolita fashion talks if you ask me as a method that is about pursuing ideals of design, femininity, and beauty that draws for a range that is diverse of. A number of the fashion and just how it really is documented may project pretty much sexiness, however it’s positively about pressing boundaries in my situation.
One other way to resolve issue: I’m a switchy, sensitive and painful, compassionate, often dominating, often submissive, often receptive, often powerful, sometimes delicate doll with a good feeling of by by herself. You’ll not find a compliant replicant over here. I will be adept at an array of skills and practices, both to generate and start to become of solution to those that I consider safe for me personally to allow my guard down around.
HM: Has this changed in the long run?
KK: There is certainly a development. Additionally, the people who i will be a doll with impact exactly exactly how this unfolds. Sorry we don’t here have more details.
HM: Do you really remember just exactly how it started for you personally?
KK: we dated an individual who often recognized as a doll. She introduced me personally to Lolita fashion too. Both of us involved with dollification roleplaying. Then, perhaps not even after, we dated another person who was simply into dollification, too. It’s a pretty typical thing, now, during my relationships. I would personallyn’t be astonished if We mostly date individuals who are into some aspect or one other of dollifcation for the remainder of my entire life.
It’s very liberating to be always a doll, to look at this mind-set and live into this role- play to be an even more perfect creation.
HM: Is this one thing you are doing along with other individuals now? Do you’ve got an ‘owner’ or even other dolls?
KK: Yeah, when I stated, there was defnitely a residential area of men and women, some into more the fashion and aspect that is lifestyle of, plus some individuals who are more in to the roleplaying and energy trade aspects that draw upon and enact kink / BDSM practices. It’s about living in a frame that is heightened of and presence, i believe.
Day i don’t have an owner, but I’m open to having an owner, one. I’m also open to purchasing other dolls, certain. Staying in a doll house or apartment with other dolls will be the most readily useful.
HM: Can you explain the method of the manner in which you transform in to a doll?
KK: I am constantly a doll.
HM: Something I’m specially thinking about is just just exactly how an individual might replace the method they move and behave actually if they are doll. Like, can you be nevertheless or for instance?
KK: No. Perhaps many people try this, however for me personally, being fully a residing doll is about being such as for instance a replicant from Blade Runner. I’m self- mindful, We have emotions and ideas. Day i fear being turned off permanently, one.
HM: and it is there an unusual state that is mental you may be a doll? What exactly is that like?
KK: Well, sure, nonetheless it hinges on the social people I’m with, the environment.
HM: what’s the selling point of being a doll?
KK: I’ve pointed out a couple of things: It’s very liberating to be a doll, to look at the mind-set and live into role-play to be a far more creation that is perfect. Then there’s the facet of changing my human body become a far better doll. I will be increasing funds to own facial cosmetic surgery, breast augmentation, plus some liposuction and fat grafting, along with possibly modification to my vocals and bone tissue size decrease, whilst the technology arrives and will be properly implemented. I am getting my ears pointed by Samppa von Cyborg in April in European countries. This might be most likely where I’m somewhat different than a few of the Lolitas and much more just like the #plasticfantastic bimbofication audience. Also myself aspiring to bimbofy myself, here our interests overlap in plastic surgery and body modification though I don’t completely consider.